White Sheep on a Blue Hill

"I do not want life to imitate art. I want life to be art." - deliverance of ideas

1:41 AM

Okay readers, please go to my Xanga from now onwards.

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10:40 AM

Eileen Koh! Zouk this Wednesday! I don't care, you must comeee!

FOREVER so hard to ask her out for party! Anyway, Phuture anyone?

4:44 AM

I had a bad BAD diarrhoea this morning! I almost faint! Seriously. Face gone so pail, sweat, feeling hot and cold, no strength to stand. My brother got so shocked when he came over to hold me and gave me medicine.

The funny part was when I'm talking rubbish to him. I said "Alson, I think I need to go hospital. The pain is fucking killing me. OH NO! My gastric is back again! I can't stand the pain. I wonder how am I gonna bear the pain if I give birth!" Lol. Gonna faint still can talk so much me.

And he said "Okay, I bring you to hospital." I got on my bed, he cover my blanket on me and says "I need to prepared a injection that will kill your pain. You have a good rest." His injection means warm milo. Taste supper good and I had a good rest after that.

Thank you my beloved brother!



3:02 AM

My blog here screwed up! Whatever code I paste it into the template, all gone case. It's either my entries' at the top left hand corner, my tagboard at the center, my picture at the right hand side top corner and blah blah.. What the hell.

Now it's all fixed, oh wait. Two more coding need to be fixed. So if you're clicking at my tagboard, double click. I know I got the same skin as Verse. Hope she don't mind. I couldn't find any nice skin other than this. Oh well..


I'm supper not used to it without going to school. Maybe it's because I dislike staying at home. Sigh.

Labels: code, update

3:03 AM

Wednesday night!

Drink Drank Drunk!
Fun, Noise, Madness!









Thursday Night @ HK Cafe and Arena!

Random the whole night out!

I order seafood hor fun. It was such a big plate for me to finish it. And guess what!?! They gave me so many fishcakes! I even stack them up!



And the fish is fucking not fresh! Jenny had fried beef hor fun and the plate is fucking filled with beef! Mango pudding was free! That's awesome! Supper fresh, supper yummy, supper cooling!

Arena after supper. Live band was great!




Waterfall! So cool sial.




They even sang Apologize! All the ladies aaawwwwoooowwwaaahh!! so loudly! Don't need to see the video because I video-ed the wrong side. Dumb! Just listen to their song!



You add me, I block, I BLOCK, I BLOCK!!
So damn cheapskate like fuck!
Your sweet words so turn me off!
I felt so disgusted!
And I hate you now!
You said sorry for your harsh actions
BUT!!
IT'S TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE!

Labels: night life

3:32 AM

Somehow I came across this chinese MTV. I like it but I seriously don't get what the lyrics mean. So I get help from Online Translator.

So 放生 means setting free a captured animal, correct?



And this! Pretty easy lyrics but the MTV like so old generation. -_-

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10:09 AM


I so so ssooo treasure my day with this two people.

My darlings, Verse and Roger.




They are so important to me and I love them a lot. I cannot imagine my life without them. It's like.. I don't know how I can describe the feelings.

They're my best friends,
they're like my family, (er, no. We're already VERM family)
they're my life,
they know me in and out
and
we stand by each other.

~ ~

I hope that time treats you well.
I hope that Fate looks after you.
I hope that your smile stays on,
and I hope you will always remain strong.



Surprisingly, we manage to "finish" half of the website.


Anyone knows any fast cash job? Okay, I just need some cash.

Labels: VERM Family

7:42 AM

I can't stand those small "ah bengs" that loves to start fire. If you're one of them, that's too bad. To me, you guys are so small kids. So childish. I wanna laugh my ass off when I heard you people are looking trouble with me and JY. HA HA HA HA!! I suggest you guys better change your target who to fight with. :)

Labels: idiot

1:35 PM

Although I like to log in Xanga every minutes, I'll still update this online journal. Because there's some reasons behind it. Anyway, I've some nice photographs to share with you peeps!

Labels: sky clouds sun

11:48 AM

I've a NEW BLOG yo!

Labels: xxxaaanngggaaa

2:56 PM

Just back from party with love and while waiting for my hair to dry soon, here I am to blog. Not a good post. I'll just type what's on my mind.


I'm sick and tired. Not physically sick nor tired.
Had enough of all this bullshit thingy.

Thanks for your insult.
I thank you for thinking "that fucking way".
I'm not upset and I'm not crying.
BUT that doesn't means I'm a fucking strong girl.

Sorry for begin so emo recently.
This online journal has been with me for long time.
And so, blogging out my feelings, emotions and life is a place where I can feel a little happy.

Goodnight, good morning!

Labels: life

5:08 AM

Supper touching and amazing!

Labels: god has watched over you

7:42 AM
You never got the chance to see how good I've done.



Assessment over, holiday just started.

What I did for assessment. Greeting cards and some works from all module. Here's my best greeting card.




Lunch and KBox with Sophia and Eileen. Ha. So funny and fun. I supper sucks at chinese songs. I need to listen more chinese songs so that I can sing along with them next time. Chilled outside staircase after we collected our work. Home sweet home and had a lot of sleep! I can almost sleep for 24 hours. Other than sleep, I also had been watching shows online.



Currently working on a interior website design together with Roger and Verse. Any of you have freelance design and thought of passing it to me, let me know. I will want it. Thinking why I still working so hard during my holidays? Because I wanna make myself busy. I'm kind of afraid to be free or doing nothing. I don't know why too.


Work sucks. YOU ugly big shit sucks big time! Fuck you! I'll show you face and attitude on Friday.


I don't believe there's miracle in this world. Sigh. You fall and drag yourself so deeply and there's limit for us to help. You gotta move on, gotta be strong. We hope you'll stand up on your feet soon.


Picnic tomorrow! Loves, nature and fresh air.

Labels: loves school work

3:03 AM

Off to NTUC Fair Price to get bread, ham, cheese and .... for tomorrow's picnic.

I'll blog with pictures tonight! :)

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9:39 AM

Too many things had happened these days! And it makes me too upset, unhappy, vexed and frustrated to blog.

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2:53 PM


Aaaahhhh! Had been doing my projects that were give from the starting from week 1 till week 10. Each night I only had less than 5 hours of sleep. And my brother got so shocked to see me sleeping so deadly. Haha! And due to lack of SLEEP and REST, both my eye and face is like swollen! It's 0602 AM now and shall get some rest (even though my brain still working!) before i start to stress out on my Poetry Final and Drawings. Ohyeah, my brother helped me with my projects. Thank you so much!

Good rest to me and everyone! :)

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12:44 PM

Damn it! Fuck it! What's the hell wrong is today? Why is she so cranky and begin a fuck up person? You always fuck me upside down when you're not happy. So what if I'm the eldest? SO WHAT?!

I know I hack care Alson. BUT my care and concern is still in my heart. I've been thinking how am I able to give him my helping hand. I try to interact with him and yes, I managed! But you didn't!

I plan to spent more time with him after this week.
I plan to teach him photography.
I plan to teach him create flash game.
I plan to get him a course that he's interested.
I plan to bring him to explore the night life.
I plan, I plan, I plan and I've already plan!
I know this' all just planning BUT I'm gonna do it after this week.

In fact, you push all the blame on me. WTF?! You was too over at that fucking moment.
You gonna throw away both my PC and Macbook, hard disk and whatever shit. If you think by throwing these items away will make you happy, go ahead. I'll quite school. I'll stop begin a designer. My future will just vanish. Or maybe I can just go die.

So what if I work part time at bar? So what if I got my pay? I've been accepting and looking for part time jobs here and there JUST BECAUSE i don't wanna spent your money anymore. I'm trying to stop my habit by taking cab and I'll try to go less partying. I had enough of you saying I'm your burden.

You know begin a designer or going in to design industry, they gotta spent their time facing computers and burn night oil. I tried to finish my work fast and I tried to off lights early. I had never tell you that I had sleeping problem. I don't want you to know because you already said I'm a burden to you. FUCK!! I always keep things in my heart.


I give my best not to fight back. I try not to cry. I try to swallow hard down my throat. But I just can't. Ended up I'm here letting all out...

Labels: shitty fuck

12:54 PM

My very first time took bus (NR7) home. I got on my seat and the "missing someone" feeling came. How I wish he's here today to fetch me from work, bring me for supper and send me to my house door. I don't know if I getting to like him ever since he's away to India for NS training. Maybe not.



On a different topic.

I didn't know or never know that you're a sensitive girl. But I think that's too over to type it in that way (as thou like the friendship gonna break). I'm sorry that I cause you sadness.

Labels: whatever the fuck shit

12:39 AM

Work, work and work.
Save, save and save.

continued*

it was my first day work at ciga bar just opposite O bar and beside En Lounge. Waolaueh, wear heels the whole fucking night and my fucking poor feet is so fucking hurts. ):

Made one big mistake by throwing away the customer's ciga. He's so fucking cheapo lah. Left so little still wanna complain to manager. Fuck it yo. But lucky me! Because this cheapo's ah mo friend save me.




SHE'LL GO MISSING DURING MID JULY.

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8:24 AM

Labels: homecoming